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Among the more heartbreaking scenarios you’ll come across in relationship work are those first few months of genuine repair efforts for long-term couples. |
(Gender stereotype trigger warning!) Here’s the pattern we usually see, and it mirrors what I experienced when my marriage was falling apart 13+ years ago: |
There’s a guy. Almost everyone thinks he’s great. His parents, his siblings, his friends, his coworkers, his kids, maybe even his exes. His lived reality is: I’m a really good guy and everyone seems to think so! |
Except for: His wife or long-term live-in girlfriend. |
Because she’s had it up to mothereffing here with this sonofabitch. Everyone tells him how great he is all of the time, and then he comes home and denies me the love, patience, generosity, respect, and attention that he gives to all of those people! Then, when I don’t speak to him as if he’s God’s gift to humanity and I don’t want to worship at the alter of his Johnson all the time, I’m the asshole?! Eff that. |
He’s not actually a “bad” person, and she tends to love him and wish things were different. The hard truth is that it seems a bit like he’s been mailing it in since they got married and/or moved in together. |
But things have been slowly eroding over the past few years, and she finally spoke up about it. “I don’t know how much longer I can do this.” |
Holy shit, I might lose her. This must be serious. |
So he gets into high gear and maybe for the first time starts to do real relationship education and work on himself. He’s listening to podcasts, he’s talking to whatever friends he has that are capable of emotionally intelligent and vulnerable conversation (and probably some that aren’t — “She needs to relax. You’re such a good person and you’ve done so much for her! It’s not like you’re cheating or anything!”) |
Maybe he reads or is listening to a relationship book or two, and the things he’s reading and hearing are lining up with what she’s been saying to him for the past several years. |
“I don’t feel considered when you make decisions.” |
“I don’t feel loved whenever I try to talk to you about something and you believe I should think or feel the same as you do about it.” |
“I don’t feel seen, heard, or understood by you, despite living under the same roof for so many years.” |
What used to sound to him like a therapy-induced feminist conspiracy is starting to make more sense. |
If this feels uncomfortably familiar… |
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If you’ve been thinking: “Something has to change.” |
So he really starts to try. Less phone time. Greater investment in mental and emotional labor at home and with the kids and/or pets. Less defensiveness and invalidating responses. More care shown around birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays. |
Maybe he gives something up like a trust- and intimacy-destroying porn habit. |
Maybe he watches fewer sports. Plays fewer video games. Drinks fewer drinks. |
I’m changing so much for her. Any minute now, she’s going to start speaking and acting with love and appreciation for all that I’m doing! |
But that’s not what actually happens. |
He has made radical changes on behalf of his wife/partner and marriage. And he’s really proud of it. And it’s truly an authentic effort to be the best person and partner he can be. |
But still, she’s keeping some emotional distance. Maybe she’s not ready for sex yet. Maybe she doesn’t swoon and tell all of her girlfriends what a prince he is after he plans a really nice Mother’s Day or birthday weekend for her. |
What the hell more does she want from me? I’m doing everything she wants. |
Maybe a friend or two is telling him the same thing. “We never even see you anymore. You’ve completely domesticated yourself and given up your old life for her, and STILL she treats you like shit!” |
And now he’s wrestling with it. Is the juice worth the squeeze? When am I ever going to get my needs met? When will anything ever be good enough for her? |
I knew my marriage and life had reached the pinnacle of shittiness when I noticed I was dreading the end of the work day on Friday afternoon. |
Great. Now I get to go hang out in Fuck Town, USA for the entire weekend. Could someone just kill me, please, because Monday morning can’t get here fast enough. |
When I wanted to be at my work desk infinitely more than I wanted to be home with my wife and son on account of how stressful and cold and miserable it felt to be at home, I knew I was somewhere close to rock bottom. |
And this is where people end up. Really good people who actually are trying their best to love one another and make sense of where everything went wrong, because it seemed so good for a while, and they really want to fix it. |
Here’s the secret that shouldn’t be a secret |
Often, everyone is reasonable. No one is a villain. |
Now, typically, one partner — often both — are hurt. They’re both feeling actual pain, and when someone’s behavior results in pain for you, it’s pretty easy to point fingers at them. |
The answer to this mystery is that one person has simply been hurt more times, and more deeply, than the other partner understands. This is really important. You MUST calculate accurately for the severity of the pain and injury someone’s feeling in order to fairly evaluate how they’re responding. |
When I do something, and someone freaks out at me afterward for what feels like an illegitimate reason, I tend to respond as if they’re out of line. |
This is what relationship partners do to one another all the time. Women more often than men, in my experience, are subject to an absence of consideration, emotional neglect, frequent invalidation and defensive responses, and much more. |
And these women are tough, so they can put up with it for five, 10, or 20 years. This accrual of pinpricks or papercuts. |
But once they’ve reached their I can’t trust him anymore limit, they articulate how willing they are to exit the relationship, because all requests for help and change leading up to this point has not actually resulted in help or change. |
That’s the day (in hetero relationships) that their male partner gets scared. |
My moment was sitting at the dinner table when my then-wife said: “I’m not sure that I still love you or want to be married to you anymore.” |
I pouted, made it about me, and moved into the guestroom instead of diving headfirst into curiosity, understanding, and genuine repair efforts. |
But for many guys, this is the big day where they decide whether or not to put in the work, and many of them do. |
But it starts to get dicey around the six-month mark. |
I’ve been trying so hard for six months and she still acts like she doesn’t trust me, and doesn’t want me to touch her. |
He thinks because he’s changed the previously painful behavior that the relationship should begin to rebound and improve immediately. |
Most of the time, she’s thinking: You think six months erases 10 years? |
If someone has spent years accumulating evidence that they aren’t safe, prioritized, considered, or emotionally protected, they’re not responding only to today’s event. They’re responding to hundreds of yesterdays. |
Then the cruel thing happens |
The guy — the accidental perpetrator of so much pain and suffering — genuinely (and somewhat understandably) begins to feel like the victim. |
As he sees it, he’s been working supremely hard on marriage for months and making real change, but his wife seems totally checked out and totally disinterested in cooperating with him to make it work. |
Because he feels rejected, he gets discouraged, defensive, resentful, and sometimes outright gives up. |
Meanwhile, she’s sitting there thinking: |
You think I’m punishing you, but really I’m just scared because I don’t yet feel like I can trust you to show up for me consistently. |
When push comes to shove, I’m still afraid you will choose your thoughts and feelings over mine the next time we have a disagreement, because that’s what has always happened. |
And that’s the collision. |
She has been papercut to the point of severe pain over thousands of instances through the years. He never accurately calculated for the pain or trust erosion taking place. That’s no excuse, but his operating system is totally off because he’s using incomplete data. |
When he finally gets the updated data — “I’m seriously thinking about leaving. I can’t trust you anymore.” — that becomes his cue to get to work. |
There’s a pain and trust deficit that has accrued, and he seriously doesn’t know how to see it, remember it, calculate for it, etc. So her sensitivity, or stress, or anger seems out of scope for his reality, which is probably why he’s often minimizing the past and demanding some recognition for the turnaround he’s made. |
None of this is great. It feels bad, and logistically, this tends to be how your marriage ends. |
The hard truth is that stopping the bleeding and healing the wound are not the same thing. |
If you’ve spent years with someone feeling unseen, unimportant, unsafe, dismissed, or alone, as a result of your behavior, then six months of change isn’t six months of healing. |
It might only be six months of finally putting down the knife. That’s not nothing. In fact, it’s huge. It matters. But it isn’t the finish line. It’s the beginning. |
The good news is that trust can come back. |
People repair things every day that once seemed beyond saving. But repair doesn’t happen on the timeline of effort. It happens on the timeline of injury. |
And if you’re trying to rebuild something important with someone you love, the work isn’t merely changing your behavior. It’s learning to see the pain accurately enough that their fear finally starts making sense. |
If You Want to Dive Deeper |
I spend most of my time helping people navigate conflict, communication breakdowns, repair, trust, and long-term relationship pain. |
- My book, This Is How Your Marriage Ends (1,000+ Amazon reviews, 4.6 stars)
- 1-on-1 coaching (If you need more flexible time or day options than my scheduling calendar allows, simply reply to this email newsletter that you’d like to schedule a time to meet.)
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